relationships.

So it seems that everyone I know is in a relationship. Or at least, in and out of them. Sierra and Darrell are now an item- that's right ya'll- they are together. And it's really cute. I have to admit, I did NOT see that one happening ever if you'd have asked me a year or two ago. But now... now it fits. So I'm happy for you two. Congrats.
Now back to me :)
Is it normal that I'm so ok with not being in a relationship? I mean, I'm not even playing the field. I'm just me and I don't work for it and I don't push for it... partly due to some innate characteristics within myself and partly because I don't see why I should have to. But I look around and everyone has someone! Everyone has a significant other. I have to say- it's starting to make me miss being in a relationship- but I don't want to want a relationship-I want to want a person. And I've only met one or two people that I would be interested in, and let's just say neither of those worked out... and I was ok with that. I can't remember feeling passionate about someone in quite some time. ISNT THAT WEIRD!?!! I mean, I dont even get crushes. seriously. what's going on.

Anyways- on to discussing this past weekend. So the UT Women's Rugby team went to Norman, Oklahoma this past weekend for a tournament called the War of the Roses. We played really well- even though we lost both games. The other teams were well established and our team was basically all new - so I was really proud when we didn't get slaughtered! We actually did really well. What sucked was that we only took 15 people (ie, one team with no subs) and we had people getting hurt left and right (like me). Luckily for us, rugby people are very nice and other teams were willing to "whore" themselves out to us. So not only did we have subs, but we even had our rivals playing for our team :) it was very fun to say the least... oh well, until SIERRA took a knee to the head and ended up passing out for a second then not being able to stand and I had to rush her to the ER (by way of wrong directions and a minor medical center that wouldn't treat us). I was a little panicky I have to admit- but it's always really scary when it's a head trauma and the person is acting all funny/weird/different because of it. **she's fine by the way- just a concussion** I only got to play like 10 minutes because of my ankle- since I hurt in it practice on Thursday, when someone sat on it at the game, I was out for the day. I was SOOO MAD! but, it's better to tend my wound than play on it- or at least, that's why Rocky (my coach) wouldn't let me play anymore.
The roadtrip there was awesome- the first thing that happened after we had picked everyone up was that Ana almost backed right into me. great way to start a trip if I do say so myself.

After the tournament I went to shane's place so that I could rest/recover/shower and see my mom, shane, and christina. I now have lots of pens thanks to a Sam's visit and shane put me on the account! yay! so sam's trips are on me guys! (do we have a sam's in austin?)

Anyways- now I have to work really hard to finish up a bunch of stuff before thursday.

I've had a range of emotions go through my head recently- both positive and negative. I'd write about them, but they are so fleeting that they're not worth referring to.
Maybe next time.


Back to work.